Profession Day

Of course, the real celebration was on the day that I professed my temporary vows for the first time. It began on the vigil, the night before, with a special evening prayer service. We prayed the Litany of Loretto, a prayer to the Blessed Mother that we traditionally do before these formation steps are taken. The intercessions were for my spiritual needs and for the occasion, and the psalms were sung, led by sisters who played the guitar and sang beautifully. Then we had a light supper together. It was an exciting night, too, because there were several sisters arriving. Our provincial minister and another member of the council came that night. Some of them were coming so they could gather to fly to Madrid, Spain for World Youth Day the next day. I was thrilled that these sisters could be there for my profession Mass, particularly Sr. Judi, who was in the novitiate with me. She was in my procession as part of the Mass, and it was just lovely to have someone who was a part of my journey in that way be there with me! On Sunday, we had a good breakfast together, and the sister who was my postulant director spoke about my journey with the sisters thus far. The Mass was wonderful, so symbolic and moving. I received my black veil and removed my white one; I also got the wooden crucifix that the sisters wear. I carried a candle to recall that I am to be a light to the world through my public profession and living of the vows. The choir sang beautifully, and i was blessed to have five priests at the altar, including two from my days at Seton Hall University. I was nervous at first, but then felt such peace and joy to make the commitment to Jesus, my Bridegroom. I vowed to live poverty, chastity, and obedience for one year. Afterwards, we had a reception. The place was full of family, friends, Secular Franciscans, and priests. Afterwards, my family and I went back to my mom's house and we had another party. It felt good to have a chance to sit down and talk to my family, some of whom live in other states and I don't see that often. The Holy Spirit was moving in such a powerful way that day!